Call on Me, I will answer your prayer

Note: I'm speaking as a Muslim. I hope my wise non-Muslim visitors will bear this in mind before judging my words.

Sometimes, when we have several problems, all at once, the world feels so small and tight.

We're not able to do anything to help ourselves. There is no help coming from family or friends. Sometimes, they do want to help but they can't. The solutions are just beyond their reach.

At that time, we will be thinking of the Great Power.

My Little Diary (From 24th May Until 31st December, 2010)

Note: Sometimes, instead of publishing a post, I wrote some short record of what I'm doing or what I'm thinking. By the end of the year, I publish the whole short records as one post. I think it's good way to contemplate.

24th May, 2010: I took a nap which wasn't really a nap coz it was too much for a nap. I slept for 5 hours and a half. A cup of coffee helped me opened my eyes at 7 p.m. I went to the hospital before that to ask for sleeping pills (my last option to fix my sleeping pattern) but they were closed for afternoon break. I really need a quick fix, as I need to prepare myself for the Umrah this June 5th. May Allah help me prepare well for it. Amin, Ya Rabbi.

25th May, 2010: I managed to wake up at the same time as I did for the last few days even though I slept at 4 a.m. last night. Mom and sister took turn to wake me up every 5 minutes, yet they were not really forcing me to open my eyes as they knew I've always had trouble sleeping. Alhamdulillah, I don't feel weary despite my lack-of-quality sleep. I must focus on preparing for the umrah. 10 days more to go before departure. I should summarize the book for mom as well. She must be having trouble understanding the complicated steps and stages. Nisa, ganbatte kudasai!

I Figure Out Something New About Myself!

I know that some of my wise readers are knowledgeable type of readers.

It somehow makes me feel ashamed to talk much.

Whenever I think of something to write and share with the readers, I rethink again, “Those well-educated and highly knowledgeable readers won’t like this.” But to rerethink again, I should have considered those who haven’t come across it yet. Not every reader knows it. Writing the topic would have helped them a lot.

Huh…everyday life is really about deciding on things; to choose between good and bad, right and wrong, better and worse.

The Bitter Taste of Right Decisions and The Joy of Foul Wrong Choices

To do the right thing and to discard the wrong option is such a hard, hard matter.

Many times, it is truly easier said than done. Believe me.

I'm not speaking about others. I'm not trying to argue about how good or bad another person is. I'm telling you about myself, what I'm thinking, what I'm feeling, currently. It's so hard. Really.

The House

I was walking with sister. The area seemed to be very familiar, at the same time, odd.

"This is our neighbourhood but..where is it?" sister asked. My mind was racing with questions even though the answers were evident.

On the land where our childhood house used to stand, there were two big houses built for commercial use.

Some Interesting Stumble-Upons

Note: I don't have any assignment, presentation, report, quiz or test anymore. Most classes ended last week. Previously, as I started to attend classes again, I could only post every two weeks. But now, since I have more time, it changed. I posted last two days, I posted last night and tonight, I'm posting again. Yippy! But bear in mind, I have papers starting this Tuesday. May everything goes well. Amin.

I stumbled upon several interesting things while I was surfing tonight. But please keep in mind: they are interesting according to my personal perception.

Can I......?

I've always think that a good argument must be moderately lengthy so that there is enough space for sufficient amount of evidences as well as adequate number of counterarguments.

But now, I guess, it doesn't always work that way.