My Little Diary

1st May, 2011: Ya Allah, I wish........ (I cannot type it here) Ya Allah, I hope........ (It's something personal) Ya Allah, I want...... (I'm too shy to share it all with you). This is just my little diary. My big, full volume diary can only be accessed by The Creator.

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Friday, September 2, 2011

Cultural Collision


Note: It's a real story about how ignorant some people can be. I'm not nailing on any particular citizen nor religion. There are perhaps only a handful of rotten apples from each nations, each religions that are giving their homeland and faith bad names. A few bad apples made the rest looks bad. Anyway, it's important to throw away these bad apples because it smells so bad, it taste so awful! Yikes!

I realized her blouse was transparent from shoulder to hand. Thus, I began to look at the chest part. The blouse was transparent until her bra line. I was feeling uneasy but I was still able to sit still, until she stood up from her seat and walked to her friend at another counter.

Her blouse was entirely transparent!

Her bra was clearly visible and I couldn’t stop my mind from mentally undressing her again and again!

It was harder to undress her lower body part as her pants luckily weren’t invisible.

I looked at my male friends who were sitting in front of her counter. I was shocked; they looked just fine!

They looked unusually undisturbed with her appearance. I was thinking; are they sick? It was really hard for me not to look at her chest, how could they easily pull their eyes away from that part? Impossible!

My other male friend didn’t look around. He fixed his eyes on his phone’s screen since we entered the premise while the other two guys kept on dealing with her and smiling at her.

They continued to converse in a language I couldn’t understand.

While I was waiting for them, I wrote a note and slipped it onto her keyboard.

“Miss, please wear a cardigan now. It would help us decide on the ticket easier. Thank you so much. =)”

She smilingly took the small piece of paper and read it in front of us. Her face changed within a second. She returned the small note back to me, gave a small node and continued talking with the two guys.

I was expecting her to get up and took any clothes to cover herself but she did not.

After a while, I knew she would not do anything about it. It’s better for me to focus on what was being discussed. When I asked to speak in English, she replied “Oh, yes…of course I can speak English. But why you want to know? You’re not flying.”

She gave an unusually stupid, plain, obvious reply to pay back at me.

I could have given a solid counterargument which would dropped her silent afterwards but to save her from humiliation, I did not.

Upon deciding which date to fly would require not just the passenger’s concern but other people as well. It’s not one-person’s decision. A husband who wants to buy ticket would need to know his wife’s work schedule. A father needs to ask if his daughter is available or not to pick him up and spend her time with him upon his arrival. A son needs to know which date is the best time for him and everyone else to prepare for his home coming.

Can your mind process this daily life routine or not? Have you been living alone and never bother anyone else when deciding on something? Lame excuse! While trying to pay back at me, it just shows your lack of credibility (or brain).

Later on, one of the guys smilingly asked me, ”Why are you angry?”

Every time people asked me an obvious question, it just made my jaw dropped. Makes my mind temporarily paralyzed.

“Whenever I saw something goes against Islam, it makes me feel really angry”, I replied.

He still smiled.

“But she’s not a Muslim. She’s a Russian. That’s her lifestyle. We cannot do anything about that.”

“Wrong. Who says we cannot do anything? This is a MUSLIM COUNTRY. When you visit a house, can you just do anything you wish?” Both guys were silent.

“When you visit a house, you must follow the rule. If the house owner says you cannot do this and that, you must follow his wish. Or else, you should get out from his property. I know that Uzbekistan Airlines usually cater foreign customers, not Malaysians. If I didn’t remark her, other Malaysians would have pointed out her not-so-decent appearance. She might have done it many times before because Malaysians are not regular for them. Unfortunately for her, today, I came into that premise. Even Chinese who are citizens, who lives in Malaysia since birth does not wear clothes like that.”

“Why you, men, did not say anything to her just now? Why let me remarked her? As a man, once you get married, you become a husband, a father, which means you’re the boss, you’re the leader. If you see something wrong but unable to do anything about it, what kind of leader are you?”

Both said nothing.

Moral of the story: Respect the house owner. Respect the local people. When you’re visiting or working abroad, bear in mind where you’re. You should leave if you cannot adhere to our local culture, our local rules. And be a firm house owner too! You have your very own right to regulate your wish within your property!

Monday, May 23, 2011

I miss Mecca & Medina


First Picture: Kaabah in the middle of Masjidil Haram, Mecca, Saudi Arabia.
Second Picture: Masjidil Nabawi, Medina, Saudi Arabia.

I dreamed I went to Mecca & Medina for umrah again. Really miss those holy places. Yesterday, I saw some pictures of Mecca & Medina at a shop. I bought pictures of both and put them on the wall of my room. I need to go there again. I'll save my own money this time. I wish I can go there every year ahead.

For those Muslims who keep on postponing their departure to Mecca & Medina, keep on waiting for someone to take over the mountain of work in their office, or keep on trying to 'finish' all tasks before going there, I have something to say to you.

YOU'RE WASTING TIME STRUGGLING TO FIND HAPPINESS AND TRANQUILITY HERE WHILE ALLAH HAS PREPARED FOR YOU SUPERB TRANQUILIZER ELSEWHERE.

Open your eyes, open your heart to understand this.



Tuesday, May 17, 2011

My Wishes

Just like you, I also have many problems.

Despite the fact that Allah has given me wayyyyy so many good things in my life, I still crave for many other things. I'm sharing with you what I'm thinking, what I want for my life now as well as for my life in the hereafter (Muslims have the concept of 'akhirah', which is permanent life after death).

Sunday, May 1, 2011

High IQ Societies; An Introduction

It was an accidental discovery.

It was linked to my declining health. When I first started to realize that my academic achievement was declining together with my sport performance, I didn't know it will get that far.

I blamed my bad sides, thinking that I was just being too lazy, having too much fun, ignoring the real important things. I blamed my own bad self.

You're lazy, Nisa.

You're playing too much.

You're not paying much attention in class.

You're not giving enough focus like you used to.

You're straying.

You're influenced by those not-so-good students.

Friday, April 1, 2011

Procrastinating; The Fine Art of Killing Those Precious Time

I can’t sleep.

I woke up and ate some food. I was planning to sleep earlier and wake up earlier so that the next day, I would have a good start in the morning. Saturday morning, I have one final exam. Introduction to Political Science.

I haven’t started my revision yet, which means I only have one day left to prepare.  For the past few days, I was busy helping my friend preparing for the university’s English test. I told myself I would start my revision Thursday night which was today. But I didn’t.

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Call on Me, I will answer your prayer

Note: I'm speaking as a Muslim. I hope my wise non-Muslim visitors will bear this in mind before judging my words.

Sometimes, when we have several problems, all at once, the world feels so small and tight.

We're not able to do anything to help ourselves. There is no help coming from family or friends. Sometimes, they do want to help but they can't. The solutions are just beyond their reach.

At that time, we will be thinking of the Great Power.

Friday, December 31, 2010

My Little Diary (From 24th May Until 31st December, 2010)

Note: Sometimes, instead of publishing a post, I wrote some short record of what I'm doing or what I'm thinking. By the end of the year, I publish the whole short records as one post. I think it's good way to contemplate.

24th May, 2010: I took a nap which wasn't really a nap coz it was too much for a nap. I slept for 5 hours and a half. A cup of coffee helped me opened my eyes at 7 p.m. I went to the hospital before that to ask for sleeping pills (my last option to fix my sleeping pattern) but they were closed for afternoon break. I really need a quick fix, as I need to prepare myself for the Umrah this June 5th. May Allah help me prepare well for it. Amin, Ya Rabbi.

25th May, 2010: I managed to wake up at the same time as I did for the last few days even though I slept at 4 a.m. last night. Mom and sister took turn to wake me up every 5 minutes, yet they were not really forcing me to open my eyes as they knew I've always had trouble sleeping. Alhamdulillah, I don't feel weary despite my lack-of-quality sleep. I must focus on preparing for the umrah. 10 days more to go before departure. I should summarize the book for mom as well. She must be having trouble understanding the complicated steps and stages. Nisa, ganbatte kudasai!

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